I'm not independent, I'm the opposite.

I cant be alone with myself anymore.

I don't trust my thoughts anymore, that sucks because I used to be my own bestfriend, now I hate my bestfriend.

I thought I'm patient. 

but I'm the opposite. i cant wait long enough, i choose the easy way out.

I choose the easy way out, eventhough it's wrong.

And that is another reason why I hate myself. 

Even more.