sickness and loneliness

being sick makes you lonely

being sick makes you even lonelier

I figured out that one of the reasons I want a partner is because I want to feel loved. 

Loved, cared and prioritised. I want to be a priority. Like, when I'm sick, everyday s/he'll text me to ask how I am doing. And s/he won't be too busy to check up on me, because I am one of their priorities. 

Ah, this is why I like writing, now that I write what I want, i feel like an entitled bitch haha