smaller dream

Sometimes there are people who ask if I ever thought of moving away from this country;

I do;

I do;

But I don't dwell on it, when the possibility is thin;

I don't think of it, I don't talk about it, because once I do, my brain will be set to achieve that

and I do not know if I'm ready for it,

and more importantly if it is possible.

Nothing is impossible- yes, but realistically speaking, is it really possible..now?

Rather I keep it buried deep down in my heart of desire, soon to be dug out and realised. 

I know this is the dream of mine, that I will be regretting of if I let it slip away and not work towards realising it.

I want to have a career stint oversea.