amnesia #np

i remembered driving to the train station 

with you on the passenger seat

while amnesia was playing on the radio

i remembered crying silently

while struggling to focus on the road

and weeping in silence 

because i know you just won't care

i remembered praying so hard

so so soooo hard in my heart

that i had amnesia

so that i could forget everything that happened between us

all the fights and mean words and broken promises

i remembered praying to Him 

that i forget everything 

so that i can stop feeling the pain 

and today I thanked Him for not answering that particular prayer 

because now I understand the message

the blessings

and the lesson of those tears behind the wheels 

and dear friend,

how had you been doing ? :-)