Somebody once said -

Situation changes. People don't change, they grow up. 

For months - I cried over the changings that I am facing. I begged for things to turn out like they used to. I prayed so Changes don't happen. 

I thought I was suffering from the deadliest heartache and never ending misery. I knew I have to get myself straight but I did not know how to. And I thought ending the sufferings would end my misery. I write and tell and talk to myself just so I can feel better. I did but it did not last. Because I ran. I did not solve. And now, I am still searching for the answer on how to change myself. 

Even though now, 

i can remember me saying the above sayings to someone.