She cried alone again last night. 

And you simply just type "kenapa" without actually wanting to know why. She left a message in yr mailbox, hoping you will call back. Hoping it worries you like before. But no, youre not worried. Perhaps, youre happy that she is in pain. You don't call her. You let her be. You ignore her. 

Do you know she suffered?  You don't call her anymore to make sure she is okay. You don't soothe her anymore. But when you want to cry, she is there. So tell me who is the one being selfish? It is you. 

Somebody else deserve her more than you. And it is all about time before you'll regret. 

You're an asshole. And you're a jerk.