If only you know..

People tend to look for people that had long gone.
People tend to expect high and demand for more.
People tend to cluelessly dismiss everyone...except the one he wants.
People tend to think nobody cares..when somebody cares.

You tend to look past those in front of your eyes.
If only you realise how I cared and how I wish for your happiness.
But no,
Because what you want, I don't have them; beauty beauty beauty and beauty.
Because that's what you've been looking for.
Maybe you're also not what I've been looking for....?
Who knows until I tried, but to try; I don't possess such courage.

-Manira, 2012